i, sara andriulli have turned into everything i swore i’d never be. i lost my two true friends, and started doing fucked up shit that i shouldn’t of even knew about. i am so disappointed in myself & it hurts me to know that the people i love most are disappointed in me too. i never meant to let any of you guys down. that was the last thing i ever wanted.. i always wanted to please everyone, but some bad stuff came in the way & i blew it.and i don’t know what to do. i am trying everything to switch my life around, & get back on track to where i use to be. when i was normal. when i stuck to my two main friends & never left there side, when i was actually respectful to my parents, and i actually lived & enjoyed being at home. I’m ready to start over. I’m ready to be the person that i know am. the sweet one, the one who’s heart is to big for her own good. the girl who’s friends parents loved and thought had such a “gift”, and was such a good kid. not someone who kicked there “best friend” to the curb, and started hanging out with bad crouds. fuck this shit. i’m leaving YOU. you being my bad influence. you are now my past, and i would like you to stay that way.